3:23am

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

It is 3:23. There is work to be done, but I am appreciating the silence of this world at this time – there’s absolutely nobody for me to talk to. Just music to help me make sense of the world and feel alive. Besides these three that have been recommended, I also googled “atmospheric songs”. Am suddenly feeling very thankful for the friends who (mostly) share my music taste, probably because Nigel always feeds me with a little bit of the history and interpretations of the songs. There’s  Fed, Nao, Nigel, Hansel (for now).

I have 3 more weeks left in Tembusu. I wish I spent more time with others this year, instead of getting myself into this great mess I am in right now. I slept at 12:30 last night, got up at 4:30 and couldn’t get back to sleep. The thoughts are haunting me, there isn’t a moment where I’m not thinking about it. It’s too late to run. You simply March on.

Phillip Selway – By Some Miracle (from Naomi)

Pink Floyd – Coming back to Life (from Hansel)

Roger Waters – Every Stranger’s Eyes (from Nigel)